Die die die!

CT scan results this morning. I’ve now read them, and my oncologist’s notes, four or five times, both before and after coffee.

Everything we knew was cancer has shrunk, especially the liver Wurst. “… reduced in size or nearly completely resolved.”

I haven’t mentioned it here, but my first CT scan found a couple of spots on my lungs, of the sort that would be utterly unremarkable if I didn’t already have cancer, but since I did could be suspicious but were too small to tell, and difficult or impossible to biopsy.

The approach to those was “wait and see” – if the chemo was effective on the known tumors but those spots didn’t shrink, then they were not cancer. I didn’t mention them publicly because there’s absolutely no sense in fussing about a maybe, especially when there were so many legitimate causes for fussing.

They haven’t changed. In oncologist-speak, “Overall reduction of the previously noted metastatic disease involving the liver noted, stable lung nodules.” Thus, not cancer.

I like the CT report’s phrasing of “nearly completely resolved” better, but that’s not too bad either.

So, incredibly good news as I read it, but as always pending further interpretation by experts.

tl;dr: FUCK YEAH!

Comments

25 responses to “Die die die!”

  1. Tamie Avatar
    Tamie

    Excellent!!!

  2. valerio Avatar
    valerio

    awesome is a bit lacking, but going with it. I would have gone with “yea for poison” but one does want to leave a bit for follow up.

    happy friday

    valerio

  3. Dan Avatar
    Dan

    Great!!!

  4. Janiece Avatar

    This is absolutely the best news I’ve heard all year.

    So, so, happy and (cautiously) relieved.

  5. Mari Avatar
    Mari

    Exceedingly happy for you!
    Fingers crossed for an interpretation that is as positive.

  6. Chang Terhune Avatar

    FUCK YEAH, FUCK YEAH!!!

    FUCK OFF CANCER YOU FUCKING FUCK!!!

  7. Anne C. Avatar
    Anne C.

    I’m with Janiece. Best news I’ve heard all year. YAY! Happy dance!

  8. Emily Petit Avatar

    Super happy to hear you’re getting well, Phiala!

  9. MWT Avatar
    MWT

    Hooray! 😀

  10. Dr. Phil Avatar

    I do so approve when chemo actually appears to work. So many of the cases you hear about are the heartbreaking ones.

    Die Die Die! applies to cancers cells, not my friend. (grin)

    Dr. Phil

  11. Laura Avatar
    Laura

    Wonderful!!! I hope the experts soon reach a conclusion about the swiftest, most conclusive way to finish annihilating the rest.

  12. Lexa Avatar
    Lexa

    Most excellent. 🙂

  13. Anne Avatar
    Anne

    Excellent!

  14. Vince Avatar

    FUCK YEAH to dying cancer!!

  15. Fran Avatar

    HALLE-FUCKING-LUJAH!!!

    Get Nick to give you a couple of huge hugs from Aven/Lillian and me!

  16. Marjorie Avatar

    Fantastic News!! So very, very pleased to hear it! GO PHIALA!! GO SCIENCE!!

  17. Toni Avatar
    Toni

    Whoo-fucking-hoo!!!!!

    Does this mean surgery or more chemo, or do you know yet?

  18. Carol Elaine Avatar

    WooHoo! Reading that is probably the best birthday present I’ve ever or will ever get. Yippee! Get on down with yo’ bad cancer-destroying self, Phiala!

    *does Snoopy Dance*

  19. Tania Avatar
    Tania

    Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!! 🙂

  20. Random Michelle Avatar

    HOORAY! HOORAY! HOORAY!

    (happy dance)

    (Fredia dance)

    (Snoopy dance)

  21. Peter Sursi Avatar
    Peter Sursi

    Awesome news!

  22. laura g Avatar
    laura g

    Tears of happiness falling 🙂
    HUGE HUGZ! WAHOOOO!!! XXOO

  23. Carol Reed Avatar
    Carol Reed

    Wonderful, Wonderful News!!!!! I hope you have plans to celebrate this weekend. 🙂

  24. Broom Avatar
    Broom

    Cancer die! Fuck yeah!

  25. Steve Buchheit Avatar

    (breathes out). Die, cancer, die.